I feel like a failure. In every sense of the word. Bad girlfriend, friend, daughter, the list goes on.
My permeability is so high right now — everyone’s thoughts and emotions are seeping right into me, no matter how hard I try to block them out. I am a tornado of every thought and feeling of those around me.
I am checking checking checking everything and spinning and worrying. I know I’m doing it. I don’t remember how to stop.